Mike "Griz" Lidner
I grew up on a farm where my father worked from sun up to sun down. My biological mother left when I was 14, shortly after that I believe god entered my life . My father was dating a women with 3 kids and her oldest son was experimenting with satanic ritual in the bedroom next to mine, something told me to take My Bible with me and go into his room. The book opened on its own and flew though the air, That experience changed allot of things in both our lives. Although letting the lord into my life that night was a beginning, but being a teenage boy it didn’t take me long to get into drugs and alcohol even though I had the extra responsibility of raising my bother and sister. Being with friends and getting into trouble along with a few brushes with the law drove me further from the lord as well. A few years later I found out I was going to be a father I quit doing the drugs, but alcohol still had a strong hold on me. I got married at a young age which was a big mistake as I look back and I lost everything including a relationship with my oldest child. 2 years later I married again and had two boys, that marriage lasted 9 years during that time we went to church but that ended and so did the marriage. I spent the next few years searching for myself still not listening to the one thing I was needing in my life which the lord .Then as if he said enough, he planted Deb in my life. She was heaven sent she helped to heal my heart and trust in marriage once again and showed me that there can be trust in a relationship. She was like a Shepard leading me back to the lord. We have been moved in ways I could never put into words. We have once again Jesus in our lives and I do believe the lord has put us together to do his work together. So now I can say I’m married and have a full understanding of the lords meaning of marriage two becoming one. I can say I truly understand that with Jesus all things are possible if you keep him first in your life. I will also say it is the hardest thing to remember, with all the every day tugging and pulling of the world.